Love’s Executioner

Shining swinging glinting, bring him to his knees
Stolen power snatching, no deafening silent pleas
Cruelty smeared in glitter, hooks the wish to submerge
Turning out of pockets, stamped buried in the dirt

Beware of false prophets, love poisons everything
It doesn’t make the world go round what does is autonomy

The world is yours to lose, all she wants is deletion
The truth will always hurt, she needs extinction as
What the eye doesn’t see the mind makes believe
You promised routine without monotony

Patent trick to bait and switch, point click, coughing vomit hold
Frozen ophaned heart embryo dies buried in the snow
Sick violation, vulture disgust feasting on the bones
Falling through a trapdoor that’s never closed below

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BUNDLE OF JOY (SONG)

Get a good education son
And remember to keep your nose clean
Don’t forget ain’t no time for fun
You won’t be heard and you won’t be seen

We’ll sacrifice your dignity

All I ever want to be when I grow up was happy

Concentrate and knuckle down
Just walk away from every fight
Sit down and don’t act a clown
You’re old enough to know wrong from right

Fear programmed by fallacy

The truth appeared too criminal so the lies they told were biblical

Don’t ever get married son
I wish I was your age again
But I forgot where I belong
In the past where men were men

Your tyranny is boring me

Be careful and please take care
Don’t take drugs and just say no
It won’t make you very popular
I’m a hypocrite don’t you know?

Roped in to the family tree

Kept me safe at great expense of me having fuck all friends

SOUNDTRACK TO A FUNERAL (SONG)

Thank you for your visit today
Most unwelcome but you’d know that
I see time hasn’t moved on for you
As much as it stopped for me
Yet my imposter didn’t flatter me
He was a dead give away
But you’ll never know
He dismissed you flat out

Stay hidden, don’t ever come here again
To paint my stomach with turmoil pain
Stay forgotten as my decline is storied
To rise again as you are buried

Thank you for your message today
Most unexpected but you knew that
I see you’re trying to kill me again
As much as I died before
My imposter didn’t matter to me
He was a dead weight
But you’ll never know
How I’ll cut your heart out

NO MORE GOODBYES (SONG)

I’ve wasted time practicing perfect
You had the key and locked me up
Cos Lady Muck doesn’t give a fuck

I’ve wasted time not giving up
A short story that you wrote long
From grassy knolls that you stood on

You can’t always get what you want
But always want what you can’t get
Those you serve will have you gunned down
And I’m a debt she hasn’t paid yet

I’ve wasted time stranded in Love Field
The heart that yearned is often spurned
But still revolves just as the world turns.

STUCK WITH A VALUABLE FRIEND (SONG)

A death without a grave
A loss given away
A phone that never rings
I cry without the tears

Were you really there? Now I don’t know where,
But here I fucking am, and you no longer care

Lessons with no exam
A pain taken away
From scratching out at lies
I cry without my eyes

I never knew what I was into, or what I was doing,
Who were you? And what am I?
You only knew where I was heading
And you never told me why?

 

50 WINDS OF GREY (SONG)

Swirling vacuums grab at me
There’s a world I haven’t seen
And a world I don’t wanna see
Only railings stand before me
And falling to my destiny

I really am not that strong
Won’t live to see a perfect lawn
I didn’t ask but I asked for it
Missing the fit in misfit
And on the day I die
Hear the millions of dogs cry

RELUCTANT QUEEN (SONG)

If nature took a break,
You could fill the void,
And if your God took a stand,
You could galvanise Mankind,
So I don’t understand why,
Why you fail to see?
That everything you wish for can be found in me.

If the sun refused to shine,
You would light the sky,
And if the ground beneath you fell,
You would learn to fly,
So I don’t understand why,
Why you cannot see?
That everything you’ve dreamed of can be found with me.

So what’s the use in stars for you?
If you won’t let any worship you,
And ever since we met, it’s been ‘off with his head’,
So grant my last request and place your hand upon my chest,
And feel the constellation made for you,
You’re the only light I satellite.

If it ever got too much,
You would ask for more,
Without a king who’s by your side,
What are you reigning for?
So I don’t understand why,
Why you just don’t see?
That I am the beholder of your majesty.