Love’s Executioner

Shining swinging glinting, bring him to his knees
Stolen power snatching, no deafening silent pleas
Cruelty smeared in glitter, hooks the wish to submerge
Turning out of pockets, stamped buried in the dirt

Beware of false prophets, love poisons everything
It doesn’t make the world go round what does is autonomy

The world is yours to lose, all she wants is deletion
The truth will always hurt, she needs extinction as
What the eye doesn’t see the mind makes believe
You promised routine without monotony

Patent trick to bait and switch, point click, coughing vomit hold
Frozen ophaned heart embryo dies buried in the snow
Sick violation, vulture disgust feasting on the bones
Falling through a trapdoor that’s never closed below

BUNDLE OF JOY (SONG)

Get a good education son
And remember to keep your nose clean
Don’t forget ain’t no time for fun
You won’t be heard and you won’t be seen

We’ll sacrifice your dignity

All I ever want to be when I grow up was happy

Concentrate and knuckle down
Just walk away from every fight
Sit down and don’t act a clown
You’re old enough to know wrong from right

Fear programmed by fallacy

The truth appeared too criminal so the lies they told were biblical

Don’t ever get married son
I wish I was your age again
But I forgot where I belong
In the past where men were men

Your tyranny is boring me

Be careful and please take care
Don’t take drugs and just say no
It won’t make you very popular
I’m a hypocrite don’t you know?

Roped in to the family tree

Kept me safe at great expense of me having fuck all friends

SOUNDTRACK TO A FUNERAL (SONG)

Thank you for your visit today
Most unwelcome but you’d know that
I see time hasn’t moved on for you
As much as it stopped for me
Yet my imposter didn’t flatter me
He was a dead give away
But you’ll never know
He dismissed you flat out

Stay hidden, don’t ever come here again
To paint my stomach with turmoil pain
Stay forgotten as my decline is storied
To rise again as you are buried

Thank you for your message today
Most unexpected but you knew that
I see you’re trying to kill me again
As much as I died before
My imposter didn’t matter to me
He was a dead weight
But you’ll never know
How I’ll cut your heart out

CLOUD EXHAUST (SONG)

You risk your lives every day, but I don’t,
I’m locked in and can’t get out,
It’s said the world loves a clown, but I don’t,
They’re only born out of pain,
But when the world loves her bad, schadenfreude,
Stripping love to make a soldier.

It ain’t about waiting for something to happen,
It’s hoping that nothing does,
Knowing there’s nothing you want to happen,
Just because, because, because.

Every day they think of new, well almost,
Ways to entertain you,
It’s said the world loves a clown, but they cry,
And tears reflect life upside down,
Underachievers standing still, killing time,
Overachieving makes them ill.

Time I think is filling in, inside my skin,
Life profane behind a screen,
It’s said the world loves a clown, laughs alive,
They only laugh to survive,
Sadly the face paint wipes off, and back again,
To the dirty world that needs a cloth.

I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living,
I can’t, I can’t, I can’t stand living, without you.